First all I want to thank my friends for help me get out from a bad situation I was living 2 months ago, I don't need to point out who cause you know who you're and I have not forgot about you guys.
Let me start by saying some of you guys will be offend it and if you do I am not sorry cause it's time to express how I really feel.
I am not a Perfect Men and I make mistake in my life that I am not proud off, also I am not going to follow other people opinions or way of life cause it does not work for me.
My old ways has not work before and does not mean I cannot change my ways, I just sick and tired of people telling how I have to live my life, if their life is better then me when their life sucks too.
It's easy to judge other people before judging yourself and I am guilty for doing it that too, change start with ourself.
In the past month I been hearing this comment over and over again "you need to find god" excuse me? When I lost God? I never lost God I just didn't want to listen to him. God always been next to me like he is next to you, the sick, poor, rich and the criminal, just cause I didn't want to listen he never left and always walk next to me.
I am a baptize Catholic and I am not Catholic, Christian, Muslim, or any other religion believe, I just believe in god. I don't want to quote the bible or nothing but I believe god never say be certain religion so we can be bless as the kids of gods. I believe say "follow me am I will show you Paradise" never say become any other religion so I can show you Paradise.
Like I say is my opinion if you like or not I don't Fucken cared, I am tired to being put down by everyone or being use for the profits of other so the can make a buck or feel better of them self cause of my mistakes.
In that note I don't want to heard about your own personal problem cause I have my own problems, don't tell me how to raise my kids if you cannot raise your kids ether. Don't tell me what is good, bad or who I want to date cause it's my choice and that's what make me Happy. I am in love with a beautiful women and she makes me happy and I make her happy so everyone stop telling how to live my life and concentrate on your life.
Everyone have a beautiful day!!
Armando "Bigg Mando" Casillas Hernandez
P.S My post is not to target people just expressing how I feel, if you got offend it on my Ether please see in your own personal life what offend it you cause that be something you know is wrong and you don't want to see like I have been doing in my life